| Back from Ozzfest <3 |
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YAY~@!! I got to see Tommy Lee! XD ;screams; --> It was so fucking awesome. God. And I saw Serj <3333 How lucky can one person get? I mean I had so much fucking fun!!! Me, my mom, and my sister Ashely went. Dancing, Fun.. Drinking <33 woo hoo :D -dances- And I talked to Clay today. So that was really good. We talked about our trip to Florida durring winter break. That should be really fun ; hehe, fun in the sun <33 Everything with us is so perfect. How many times have i mentioned that? Sorry, I just can't stop saying it! lol. <33
I'm really tired. I don't really feel like writing anything. But I will tell you this. Durring the Rob Zombie show; some chick was pushing into my mama, and she started pushing her and shit. i got so mad. I looked; and I thought "alright, It looks like mom's got this one"- but she didn't. I started to get pretty mad. You know; smoking-out-of-the-ears mad. So I turned around and punched the girl in the face as hard as i could. I turned back around. Everyone crowded around her. I didn't see. But mom said she went flying back, and was crying. I didn't care.
Ok Ted's being a real asshole right now. Look at what he's saying. :
Ale3na: thats a 3 you dumb ass </3>> Good night <3
1. Name: Aleena <33
2. Were you named after anyone?: Nope
3. Do you wish on stars?: First star i see that night :x
4. Which finger is your favorite?: Pinky and index
5. When did you last cry?: Today. because i didn't get to see Serj that good; we had to leave :whines: ,:\
6. If you were making a movie about yourself, who would play you?: i would wanna play myself actually.
7. Do you like your handwriting?: Nope. Too messy.
8. Who do you admire?: Tommy Lee, Frank Ferrana, Rissa <33
9. What are the #1 priorities in your life?: Friends ; Family ; Love.
10. What is your favorite lunch?: Anything edible.
11. Any bad habits?: Bite my nails ;x
12. Who are your best friends? Rissa, Manda, Amber, Ashley, Kelly, Nikita, Ted, Mallory, Clay, Cristina, Heather, and Casey <3
13. If you were another person, would you be friends WITH you?: Yes actually. I'm a very nice person. And I'll always help someone in need :]
14. Are you a daredevil?: Depends on what. I'm pretty outgoing though :D
15. Have you ever told a secret you swore you wouldn't tell?: Yes, sadly.
16. Have you ever stolen anything? and got caught?: Yep. when i was 6. Stole some chapstick.
17. Do looks matter?: No they don't.
18. Do you pray?: Not as much as I should. But at least once a day :x
19. Have you ever met anyone famous?: ;sigh; .. No. But I did get to touch Dydren Mitchell once :D ; That dude from Alien Ant Farm? hehe
20. Do you think there is a pot of gold at the end of the rainbow?: Well I don't even know where the end of the rainbow is :\
21. What do you do to prevent anger?: I jump on my bed.
22. Are you passive or aggressive?: Both at some times.
23. Who is your idol?: Marylin Manroe ; shes fucking awesome <3
24. Who is your second family?: Second family? ,:\
25. Do you trust others easily?: No, I don't.
26. What was your favorite toy as a child?: My monkey / gorilla thing.
27. Have you ever been on radio or television?: Radio. Requesting a song
28. Do you like sappy love songs?: God, I love em' <3333 x 999999
29. Do you have a journal?: Which one? Lol. ;x
30. Have you ever intentionally hurt someone?: Oh yes.
31. Do you like sarcasm?: Couldn't live without it
32. Do you feel understood most of the time?: Most? Don't you mean some?
33. Do you know what "sctief" is?: ;scratches head;
34. What is your nickname?: Ally ; Allister ; Star ; Glitter ; and Cumrag
35. Could you be a vegitarian?: Correct your terrible spelling and then i'll answer.
36. Would you ever bungee jump?: Yep. Looks fun.
37. Do you untie your shoes everytime you take them off?: I never untie them period :x
38. What are you worried about right now?: Nothing really.
39. Do you ever wear overalls?: Nah. Don't own any. Don't like em'.
40. Do you think you are strong?: Yep. I punched out some chick today <3
41. What's your favorite ice cream flavor?: Don't really care much for ice cream.
42. What class in school do you think is totally useless?: Physical Education </3 Blehh
43. Have you ever been in love?: Indeed. With Clay right now <333333333
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I'm really exited. Tomorow is Ozzfest. And Tommy Lee will be there! Ahhhh<333 I'm so happy. XD- I have loved him since. Motley Crue. Infact I still love Motley Crue. But that's besides the point! I'm so happy. He's replacing that one band Drowning Pool. Because that fat guy died. Yep. That's just too bad for those fans; but a great gain for me! Tommy Lee Tommy Lee Tommy Lee.. x's 203054889873298 :D <333333333333333
But enough of that. Yep yep yep. Me and Clay are perfect. Once again. I'm sorry I ever doubted him! But you know. We all make mistakes. But I wont make the mistake of losing him. <33333333 Because YOU mean the world to me. Yes Clay.. you. :] *
I'm talking to Rissa right now. Raving about Tommy Lee :x Please comment on this entry so you can tell me how lucky i am; lol. I'm so0o0o lucky dudes and dudette's. and doodieheads. :D I think Ted's mad at me :X I don't know. He said he'd come back on but he didn't. That doo doo brain </3 And now there's some other asshole bugging me.
Ioosing it: ally suckz
Ioosing it: in tha 2k2
Ioosing it: WHAT
Ioosing it: hah
Ale3na: hm.
Qualifies: ROFL
Adiict Me: hello ally
Qualifies: I'll be nice and wont say anything x;'
Ioosing it: say it
Ioosing it: =\
Adiict Me: ;x
Ioosing it: ally
Ioosing it: is
Ioosing it: a
Adiict Me: Jamie is the deviL
Ioosing it: dike
Qualifies: It wasn't about you, so don't worry about it.
Ale3na: yes go ahead. say it
Ioosing it: n needs ta diee
Ioosing it: :X
Ale3na: I don't care
Ioosing it: which ally r u=
Ioosing it: east coast
Qualifies: 3 more day ';P
Ioosing it: or west coast
Ioosing it: hah
Ale3na: i've never met you
SaIvage: too soon =/
Ioosing it: ANSWER ME ALLY
Ioosing it: STUPID SLUT
Ioosing it: slutty is back
Ioosing it: time ta trick
Ioosing it: x:
Ale3na: ;x wtf
That is really stupid. But whatever. It doesn't bother me :x Apparently the ass thought I was someone else. Engel maybe. Ok I end here. Goodnight everyone <3 and please comment!
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Just thought i'd update and tell you guys. Clay and I are doing fine. Apparently I don't think before I speak. But we're doing perfect again. School's just a big task, and soon i'll be starting school too; so we'll hardly have time to talk to one another. We agreed to write eachother emails if we didn't see eachother online as much anymore. So I'm glad that everythings going to be ok. Because damnit I love him <3 Hehe.
Well I'm not going to update much right now. But hey, how do you like my new layout? isn't it awesome? I love it so much dude. Piink, white, black. Neat colors. But anyway. I'm hungry. Haven't eaten all day. I hope Manda's leg gets better <3333 iLu Manda. I hope Julie get's her background. And I hope Desi got my email! LoL :] Ok; update later. Bye <33
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[24 Aug 2002|04:16pm] |
Just thought i'd update and tell you guys. Clay and I are doing fine. Apparently I don't think before I speak. But we're doing perfect again. School's just a big task, and soon i'll be starting school too; so we'll hardly have time to talk to one another. We agreed to write eachother emails if we didn't see eachother online as much anymore. So I'm glad that everythings going to be ok. Because damnit I love him <3 Hehe.
Well I'm not going to update much right now. But hey, how do you like my new layout? isn't it awesome? I love it so much dude. Piink, white, black. Neat colors. But anyway. I'm hungry. Haven't eaten all day. I hope Manda's leg gets better <3333 iLu Manda. I hope Julie get's her background. And I hope Desi got my email! LoL :] Ok; update later. Bye <33
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Oh my freaking god. It's freeeeezing! i mean its lip-shaking-teeth-clicking-ass-bitting-cold! well i didn't really help myself much. I mean. I DID get in the pool at 6:39 am. I just got out. It's now 7:35. And it's very cold. Heh, I could be a weather girl, dont ya think? XD
Man. I just have to tell you guys. I feel like I'm floating. I wrote Clay an email last night. I don't know if he got it yet. But I'm just relived that I got all my feelings off my chest. I hope he realizes how much he loves me though. I told him that I felt like we were growing apart. But I want to be as close to him as possible! Don't think I'm weird or anything ok you guys? But. Me and him are supposed to go to florida together. Right? When he picked me up, I was going to ask him to marry me. ;gasp; I know. I know!
I don't know. Jeez. I never think like this. I never disscused marriage with anyone! That thought always scares me. Oh my god, one time. When me and Clay were talking- He was talking about our future together, like me him the baby etc. And totally like, instinctively, I layed my hand down on my tummy like I was pregnant. :FAINTS: Is that like; weird or what?
I know your thinking "Damn Ally your sick", I didn't know what came over me. But I know he's the one for me. He's great. And I know he loves me. Right? Am I right? He told me to PROMISE that I would never break up with him. And I wont. I just hope that he keeps his own promise. He's a man of his word. But I don't know about this whole Florida thing. I'll bet he's rethinking the whole thing. He might take his new band instead. I don't know. I just don't.
Well I'm gonna go dry up, because I am freezing here. So I'll update later. When and IF I hear from Clay. Much love.
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Ok whoa. Big big news. My dad just said I have to stay here until Saturday. Thats waaay more time that I expected. And then my shitty sister wants to go home with him. So she's gonna leave me here with my brother. And then my brother still wants to go home too. What kinda bull shit is that? And I still haven't heard from Clay or Ted!! >:\
I'm talking to Rissuh right now. Some girl wants me to do her profile, but I said no. I don't mind helping people with they're profiles really; but all her profile says is >
Member Name: *~*~*BaBi qUrL*~*~*
that's LAME :\. I only help people who have at least SOME fyle' skills. But what if I make her a really cute profile? And then she gets into some clique for MY work? That wouldn't be very fair would it? Didn't think so.
It's about 9 o'clock where Clay is right now. I can't call him. Dammit. This sucks so bad. My dad says I can't call him until later tonite. But that might be too late. He does have school after all. Oofums~ this sucks. You know to tell you the truth, I'm a little worried. Ok so he's met friends. THAT I'm really happy for. And he's joined a band. Thats even better. A band with girls. Um.. no comment? I trust that he wont do anything with them. Because he loves me. And he's promised me. But what if these girls try to make a move on him?
I mean think about it. New girls. Skinny. Pretty. Talented. Nice. He's going to be spending alot of time with them. He's going to learn new things about them. Get closer to them. Until he just falls inlove with them. I know what you must be thinking "God Aleena; don't you have any faith in him?" My answer; yes I do. But my second answer. I DON'T have any faith in those girls, or the alcohol. Bad bad bad mix.
Ugh, and I'm just talking to Rissa. Apparently she was in a car accident. Some guy hit her while she was at a stoplight. How stupid is that? And she slammed right into the car in front of her. She said the cars not totaled but, her insurance will pay for it. So thank god she's ok. And she was wearing her seatbelt! Safety first! ;]
Well I'm gonna cut now. So feel free to comment on anything. FEEL FREE!
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I'm having so much fun. We layed around the house today watching movies. We watched The Princess Diaries, Legally Blonde, and I Am Sam. Then we basically watched t.v and ate all day. Hehe, summer vacation is yet to be over for me. I haven't gone swimming yet. Yet. But I'll prolly hit the pool tommorow or something.
Oh my gosh, I feel so bad :x. I was talking and joking around with my cousin Josh, and I said "Ok Josh, I'm gonna hit you as hard as I can" and I was throwing my fists around (joking of course!) and then I aimed towards his face; so he shot up his hands to block himself. And then my left fist twisted in, and I got him fuckin' right in the stomach. :\ I feel really bad now.
We had pizza for dinner, how quaint. And I'm really sleepy. Oh good news! I installed AIM today, so now I can talk to you guys from this internet connection! I'm on prodigy.net right now. Because Duhh, I'm not at home. I talked to Kelly today. Not Ted. He's had his away message on for a while. And I haven't seen Clay at all. I think I'll call him tomorow. Oh and thank you all for the comments you left in my journal! NOT. C'mon guys? Why wont you leave comments!? I thought you loved me :sniff: :'(
LOL; ok that was really lame. But oh well. Oh hey guess what? I got my dj back. Yup. It's up and running just fine. I had to make it over like I did this one. Delete all the old entries. And then; you know. Modify it a little. So you guys can view that at http://www.deadjournal.com/~crescens Ok? Coolies :)
Oh and Clay honey, if your reading this. Hmm, mommy misses your big hard cock ;) ROFL, I knew you'd love that. Even though I do miss that. I miss you more. I was gonna call you today, but my dad went back to SJ for some package he was waiting for that he apparently forgot about. So I'll prolly try and call you later tomorow once you get out of school. If your not too busy. Love you lots. Hugs and Kisses from me and Ranie <33333
Well I think I'll close up now. But c'mon guys. Comment! Please! I'm begging you. LOL, ttyl. Byee <33333
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Ok I really wanna join this blinkie clique. So here you go! Enjoy!
Yep, I LOOOOOOOOVE BLINKIES!! <333333
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Holy wow this is great. It turns out my cousin does have internet connection. I can still talk to you guys through yahoo ID. Yes, my name is still Ale3na. So feel free to contact me in anyway possible. Oh, and i'd like to thank everyone who posted in my journal! It makes me feel loved <3333
Rofl, my cousin Josh (19) is here making jokes about me. He's telling my dad "Oh Tio Eddie; It looks like Aleena just ordered 3 lbs of crank" I'm laughing so hard. It's like, 11:30 or something. Erm, I think I have to get to bed early today. Tonite I mean. Either that or I'll go swimming late at night. I love the water so much :D
Update about me and Clay, I can see that one of you posted about them in my comment links. We're doing much better now. I told him that I never intended to spend time away from him. Which I didn't; omg ask Ted. He was going crazy listening to me saying "Oh Ted I miss Clay so much!" I needed so many hugs from people. But thank god I had enough bravery to IM him today and set things straight. I can't like; go on without him.
Ugh, my little brother is playing Spider man on X box; and he's just saying "Aleena look at me! Look!" But I dont wanna look. Lol, he's no good anyway. Omg, I tried calling Ted 4 times but the line was busy. I think Gary might be talking to Krystle. All I get is the busy signal. I haven't tried to call Clay yet because he's like; got school tomorow. So I guess I'll call him later tomorow.
Well I think I'd better close up now. Seeing as my sister just joined me. She might start cracking jokes about something personal. :] So hopefully I'll talk to you guys soon, Love you all! Especially you, Clay and Ted ;x
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Oh I haven't left yet! But I just thought I would tell you. Clay and I are ok now. I'm so happy. Ted IMed him, and made things ok. Clay said that he didn't wanna loose me, he loves me, and he's NOT going to loose me for anything. Isn't that great?
This is the happiest I've ever been. Yay. I love you so much Clay. Comment you guys!
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Well here it is. I'm leaving in just a few short minutes. I'm leaving for modesto with my dad, brother, and sister. I don't know how it's going to be, or what i'm going to do. This is just great. And then my mom was talking to me this morning, and she said "Oh stop being such a grouch Aleena, Don't go to your family's house in such a bad mood. Smile honey" I just walked away in disgust. How can she expect me to be happy; if I'll be away from all my buddies? I wont be able to talk to Ted, Heather, Britt, Rissa, Manda, Kelly, Amber, Sammie, Steph, Megan, Casey, Julie, Faith, Robby, Chris, Katie, Amee, Angie, Nikita, ugh. This sucks so bad.
I haven't seen Clay online. I was hoping I could tell him the news. But i remembered that he has school. I cant belive this. You guys I am so scared. I don't want to loose him. He'll see that he loves me and we belong together. Right? I'm nice, i'm pretty. He has to love me.
And also Manda, if your reading this. I'm sorry about Ian. That makes me really pissed off. If I see him; I'll kick him in the nuts for you. So that it swells up like a baseball. Lol. Dammit, I know it's only for a few days, But i'm really gonna miss you guys! I wont really miss Ted because there's a 60% chance i'll get to see him. Lol. If he's not too busy, I'LL JUST CALL YOU FROM THERE TED! lol.
Ugh, everyones like; getting ready to leave. Do you think that if i go back to sleep they'll leave me here? Maybe so. I don't know though. I'm not saying anythings certain. Remember guys. I sent you that e-mail. Please comment in my journal and tell me how much you miss me. And the reason why I was telling you guys about Clay, and how I lied that i wanted time apart. Is because he wont see this. I swear I'll be nothing without him. He'd think I was weird for writing this. Good thing he never reads my journal.
Take care of yourselves until i come back! And britt, since your co-prez of the Fat/ugly club. i'll need you to take over my duties, lol ;x
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Alright. In order to make myself feel better about this whole Clay sitch. I went out and made myself happy. I had a background made for me. I'm getting Paint shop Pro, and I had this cute little blinkie being made. Lifes good sometimes. very rarely though. I'm totally upset about this. Isn't this... really weird? The one day I make that icon that says "clay and aleena forever", I show Ted, and Ted says "Forever means nothing" I guess Ted's right. It means nothing.
I feel so sick. I made a few friends, people commented in my journal, i have a cute icon, good bg // blinkie being made; that cheers me up a little bit. But what if we break up? No; you know what. NO; we're NOT breaking up. I love him with all my heart. I've never felt this way about anyone! I don't care what anyone says. My heart belongs to you clay! I love you! And I regret the fact that I said lets spend time apart. I never wanted to spend time apart from you. I was crying when i said that. I was totally out of it. I was.. just seeing what YOU wanted. And you wanted time apart. But I really just want to work things out with you. We have everything that most couples dont' have Clay. And you know this. I've given you my heart. Don't break it. Remember? I only have eyes for you. Baby, if lovin' you is wrong; then I dont wanna be right!
I know those are super corny. But I dont care anymore. They're the truth. And I'm not going to loose you over my stupidity. Now whoever you are. COMMENT!!
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Ok I'm really scared now. I know Clay's going to break up with me. We just decided that we would spend a few days apart. We all know what that leads too. Here: Look.
Blackflag50: ???????
Ale3na: there's no easy way to say this.. but
Ale3na: goddammit i hate doing this
Blackflag50: what?
Ale3na: we've definently lost our spark. and i need to be by myself for a while.
Ale3na: not breaking up, i mean.. i'm just confused
Ale3na: and i've got this placement test coming up
Blackflag50: thats ok i kind of am feeling the same way
Ale3na: you wanna break up?
Blackflag50: no i just... i dont know
Ale3na: if you do want to break up.. i'll..
Ale3na: i guess i can understand.
Blackflag50: no we just need some time so we can both think about things
Ale3na: time. apart
Blackflag50: i dont know what do u think
Ale3na: i think we need at least a few days apart
Ale3na: i'll stay offline.
Blackflag50: no u can come online and so can i just no talking to each other for now
Ale3na: alright then
Ale3na: for how long?
Blackflag50: is this ok with u?
Ale3na: [lies.. because i'm crying] its fine
Blackflag50: ok
Blackflag50: i guess its as long as u want.. not too long of course
As you can see I'm totally scared here. He just keeps asking me if "im sure" .. i'm not sure. I love him so much. And he doesn't know it. I mean; i suppose he loves me too. And I know he does. I guess we just need some time apart. I need someone to comment on this. Please tell me what you think.
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Yesh! I'm like; so happy right now. My friend Holly made me this killer journal icon! Thanks so much Holly<3333 I feel so cool now. I'm trying to download this PSP thing. Apparently you can do alot with it. This is great. I now have a 100% original icon <33
Ok so right now I'm wondering how Clay's first day of school was. I haven't seen him online all day, I guess he has homework :\ But oh well; I'm sure i'll talk to him soon. Oh and I'm so happy, Kelly and me are friends again, Yay. Well, we never really stopped being friends. But there was a dissagreement over something I did. Which I'm very sorry for. :[ And I have a whole hour to wait for this thingy to finish up. I cannot wait to make my own backgrounds. I feel really bad when I'm like; asking people how to do stuff; beause I'm putting them out. :[ Dammit, my computer is freezing up on me. I hate it when this happens.
Oh my god, you know what just happened!? I looked across the street right? And i saw smoke over the trees, apparently some store next to the shopping mall burned down. @#$%! Thats pretty sad, I wonder if anyone got hurt? I hope not. My prayers are with them. Poor peoples. But anyway, I don't have much to write about right now. So I'll just update later. Bye bye!
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Ok I've finally modified my journal page. Thanks Rissa. So I deleted all my other entries. Because they were retarded and lame. ;x But that really doesn't matter anymore. I'm starting fresh. I guess I'll just tell you about what I'm doing. Well; right now I'm talking to Rissuh, you may know her. And obviously updating my journal. I'm also thinking about Clay; and how his first day of school went. I hope it was good; and I also hope no effin' girls tried to hit on him! >;x - But i wont worry about such minor details, I can't wait to see him later today<333
I talked to Ted on the phone last night; apparently he's very concerned about this whole Sammie thing. See; he's really inlove with her. And she doesn't know it. He's liked her for like; 2 years. And she liked him at one point; but things didn't go over so well because of Zac. The jealous cousin. Whom by the way is committing incest because he likes Sammie or something. He told me he thought she was totally freakin' "Hot" - is that sick or what? Ugh, if one of my cousins liked me, I sure as hell wouldn't want to have them living with me anymore. I just wish that Ted would tell Sam what he feels for her, But he's waaay to shy. Damn him.
Ah, I haven't found a background for my page yet. So this really sucks. But i'll get one sooner or later. Hey if you wanna comment on some stuff; please feel free. It'll let me know what you think. Well I'm ending this entry right now. Bye bye everyone.
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